I’m not gonna format this in any way I’m just gonna say it raw. If you’re easily triggered, do not read this!

Alright, I’m short. Like very short. 154.7cm to be exact. AND I can hardly eat cuz 1. i have really bad health anxiety and 2. i have a really weak stomach so if i eat too much it’s all coming back up. This has happened previously and is the main reason behind my ARFID and I’m too scared to eat once I feel slightly full out of fear of being sick. So it also means I’m really light at only 49kg. I am also very white tho i do have a slight tan, so I am physically more beige, but genetically I am extremely pale. I also have a condition called hypertrophy, which basically means my tits grew excessively, so even tho I am extremely skinny, I am stuck suffering with halfway between 34G/34GG (UK Size) which is always so obvious no matter what clothes I wear and it annoys the living shit out of me, plus it is a key area where I have had many sexual remarks so it’s a tough one for me.
I have breathing problems. COPD to be exact, which is usually caused by smoking, even tho I don’t smoke, my doctor suspects I have a genetic condition that make me more susceptible, and/or I have had significant exposure to respiratory irritants. But it really pisses me off cuz now I need an inhaler to deal with flare ups which sends me into an uncontrollable wet coughing fit and it’s absolutely disgusting.
Everyone knows about my immune system shit cuz it nearly killed me once.
Oh yeah, teeth. I know there’s a stereotype about British people having bad teeth, but oh my fucking god whyyyyy does overcrowding exist?? It makes it so hard to brush and it’s resulted in both my top and bottom front teeth to be significantly chipped, and the top one is soo sensitive that it makes me not want to brush.
My biggest regret ever is during the COVID lockdown when i cut my hair short… WHY DID I DO THAAAAT? MY HAIR DEFINED ME AND NOW IT’S GONEEEE. T-T i am not me without my hair..
Even tho i am not diabetic i always need to monitor blood glucose cuz the sheer amount of medications im on messes it up, though its a blessing in disguise cuz i have an insane sweet tooth :3
I like kawaii and lolita fashion but I can never wear it around my family cuz theyll all judge me. I always feel like im walking on eggshells around them but when im at uni on my own i feel so free
Maybe not entirely an insecurity but i still feel like i stand out being an asexual and romantic lesbian..
I hate how high pitched my voice is i sound like a fucking toddler or anime girl (actually maybe thats not so bad?)

Worst of all:
I live in the United Kingdom!

WHYYYYYYYYY???